Always on the outside looking in.

As that's a bad thing? Not for me it isn't. It's a blessing and a gift. Today I realized that my aunts, uncles and cousins don't really give a shit about me. Everything appears to be a head game with them. Fri was my birthday. I know no one got the birthday alert from Facebook but that's no excuse to ignore some one on their birthday when they had the decency to acknowledge you on yours. That is just flat out ignorant and immature. I don't post my real birthday on line because of Identity thieves. What hurt the most was when none of them acknowledged my birthday after I posted the heads up for it on my status. Only three family members wished me a happy birthday. Not one of them was an aunt, an uncle, a cousin, sibling, niece, nephew or dad. Until today I thought they cared about me but this proves me wrong. I have decided not to waste anymore of my energy on them. They are all the same and I am a fool for believing they were better than Dianne and her minions. This situation has taught me that they are all cut from the same cloth and I don't belong in that family. I am finished being their door mat. If all they can do is play these immature head games trying to make me feel as worthless as they are then to hell with them all. I'll be happier without them in my life.

I went down the list and put every one of them on the restricted list om my Facebook profile so none of them get anymore updates from me in their news feeds. I thought about dumping them all from my friends list but I know I will feel guilty about that later and have to friend them all over again. I have two other profiles I can use without any of them on the friend's list. Once I am sure this is what I think it is and I not just feeling sorry for myself I will dumped them all and forget about ever having a real relationship with any of them. They are all mean spirited and untrustworthy. I have seen their greed and self sides so this should not be a surprise. I am certain the only reason any of them was nice to me is because they thought I had money and they would get some of it if they played nice with me long enough. Dianne must have worked her magic on them again to make them all ignore me. Ha Ha Ha suckers.You are being used and as far as I am concerned all of you deserve what you get for being no better than that sociopath you call family. You are the same. I am glad you alienated me instead of trying to turn me into one of you pathetic animals.
I had the decency to wish all of them a happy birthday. I guess that means I am the only decent member of that family. Kudos to me ^_^ It's time to move forward and leave them all behind.